One day I was going to the cafeteria and slipped on the floor. When I was steady, I realized that everyone had seen it and was now laughing at me. Even my friends had joined in which was the most embarrassing part. I ran away and hid in the bathroom until lunch was over. The whole school made me feel so embarrassed that I didn't want to talk to anyone for a week afterwards. Once I did start talking again, occasionally people would bring up the incident and my embarrassment would come back to me. I tried to get over it, but the memory just makes me feel awkward now. Usually if someone does bring it back up, I laugh it off and pretend that it was a joke or something.
I lied to my friend once. He wanted to hang out, but I didn't so I lied and told him I was busy. Later on, I went to the mall with my other friends and he was there. He saw me and realized I had lied about being busy. The next day at school, he didn't talk to me. That was when I realized, I lost a friend that day that I can't get back. I truly regret lying to him and wish I would have invited him to the small with me and my other friends. Maybe if I had, I wouldn't regret it.
One time, I had an argument with my mom over new shoes that I wanted. My mom said we didn’t have the money, but I didn’t understand at the time. I thought she was lying and just did not want to buy them for me. So, I yelled at her for not getting them. I really regret talking to her that way and raising my voice. Especially now that I know she was telling the truth. I wish I would have known that she was telling the truth because then the argument could have been avoided. If I had known we didn't have the money, I wouldn't have asked.
I feel insecure sometimes about my looks. I never know if I look good. If my clothes are nice or out of trend. I feel as if no one will like me for my personality and will only judge me by my looks. But what if my looks aren't enough? What if no one likes me for me? What if I am not handsome enough? If no one likes me for my personality, then why would they like me for my looks?
I hope this helps you ><